Saturday, May 24, 2008
I wanna make a new layout. I wanna be better with it, unfortunately enough, i'm not that good. I wish i had a talent. I get jealous of people who's good at dancing, singing, or whatever talent it is. I don't freaking have one! :| Maybe if i continued doing ballet, that could've been my talent. UGH. Just...whatever.
This is soooo freakin random. I don't even know what to think about. It's just one of those days. I didn't even wanna go home, cause i know when i get home, it'll be worse. Life sucks. :S I know there's bigger problems in the world, but, right now, i think i have the right to be selfish. I'm tired. I don't wanna study anymore, i don't wanna work, i just wanna relax and actually not think about or stress about anything.
Why does it seem like i'm never good enough? I try hard, REALLY HARD, but it seems that no one notices that. They always see my mistakes. Can't you focus on my achievements for once? *sigh*
I'm tired. I put effort on alot of things. At times it pays off, some doesn't at all. When will it be over?
I wish....I just really wish.